Hey there!
Its really hard to keep smiling all day when we see situation going on in our world. Japan is just one of the
things we should focus.
I dont know if you have seen this yet, but
prettyhatepictures showed me something really strange and
i dont know what i should think about it. maybe i should laugh. but i am not sure.
www.youtube.com/watch?v=5sakN2…(and what´chya thinkin?)
But theres also the situations that matter in ones personal own life that shouldnt be too much neglected.
In my case i can say: i am really proud of your constant support with my model photowork as blackfantastix.
Its just a little part in my life that helped me a lot finding who i am and forming my character and ,of course, my look today.
I dont live FOR photography and being blackfantastix and this is the reason i am so proud you like and support me LIKE THIS HEAVY GREAT anyway.
sometimes its all so crazy to me - haha ^^
But I found a few worthy people i call friends that i never had met if we hadnt worked together. thank you for being in my real
life as well.
What i wanted to say.I have projects to realize in 2011 in front of the camera that you´ll see here. its not as much as in 2009 and 10 but
you wont miss quality as always.
I am happy i rejected some projects with some people because my senses told me it wont be good for me.
And i am happy to finally decided to have soon an own blog or an account maybe where i show my make up and hair skills.
I improved but i never was brave enough to show it. Maybe i should go like other great young make up artists doin some videos.
I am gathering ideas. Maybe you have some to share with me.
Sometimes i think how do people have this much time to produce tons of ( mostly great) cool make up, fantasy,hairdo pictures and having a real life (which
according to my knowledge has 24 h a day and people need to sleep and work for money, dont they?) well i havent found the right
time organization method for me as a creative one, model girl, real girl with other interests, worker, friend,daughter etc. i should learn in 2011
i often neglect my dearest persons around me i think.( if you read it, i hope you know how i am tryin to better myself.)
Now thats all for now i think. I have a good feeling for 2011. for my personal things i mean.
I am tryin g to stay fit and healthy and catching the sun while riding my bike with my friends. etc etc. ask me anything or write me some ideas whenever you
want to. I just wanted to say thank you to my watchers one more time.
Maybe it was a little too personal but i felt like writing this down.